So this blog idea died before it really began! I am determine though to give it another shot, as I really think it is helpful to get my crazy down in writing and out of my head.
So i am winding up for a relapse; yes before I have even recovered. I just can't imagine a me that is healthy, I have always been defined as "that anorexic chick", without it what am I? I have been a saint as far as my diet is concerned, always eating every 3 hours and not dipping below 1800 calories, however my exercise is getting slightly out of hand! It is SO hard not to be influenced by those skinny girls in the gym who workout harder than I do. I want to be the best, HAVE to be the best, and will kill myself to prove it...
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